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Friends you never knew you had
Raise your banner, wave your flag
They light a candle in your name
But they can't understand your pain
Or what it's like to be estranged
From a world that seems insane
There comes a time when everyone
Is forced to say goodbye
But I know that time and space
Is nothing by a lie
We never learned in Catholic school
What to do when life is cruel
Where to go when you’ve lost free will
And St. Anthony is pushing pills
Who to call when the nights are long
And Satan’s bed feels like home
There comes a time when everyone
Is forced to say goodbye
But I know that time and space
Is nothing by a lie
No more nights spent lying awake
Wondering why we try
No more nights spent lying awake
Thinking about the lie
I had this dream we were in France
On Hugo’s grave we shared a dance
Next thing I know, we’re in L.A.
Me, you and Bukowski, oh, what a day
Before I wake, we’re in Peru
Paining Nazca Lines red, white and blue
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Hiding In Plain Sight
03:56
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I’ve been dreaming in gray
Since the day you went away
And I hope it rains
All over your parade
You caught me with my guard down
Wondering around down in Fishtown
You hurt me, but it felt good
Nobody understood
I fall into old habits
Self-control, I don’t have it
Call it what you want to
I call because I want you
I’ve been drinking again
Getting high as William Penn
I’ve been thinking again
About calling my old friend
(Chorus)
And I hate myself around you
I doubt myself and crown you
The king of all this mayhem in my mind
I box up your belongings
I bury all my longings
And tell myself I’ll be better when you’re gone
I’ve been riding a train
Where no one knows my name
I look for you at night
Find you hiding in plain sight
(Chorus)
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We were green
We thought we knew it all when we were 15
City kids unsure
Of what we had, but we knew that we wanted more
We were green
River rats, we hid away our dreams
When it got dark, we buried them somewhere in Juniata Park
And when the orange sun rolled down Delaware Avenue
We helped each other dig all morning
It’s not like we had something else to do
We were green
There was so much time and so much to be seen
We could fly away
Would that change the way we think or speak today
We were green
When you’re playing in the dirt, it’s hard to stay clean
We stood real tall
But when the El shakes the ground, it’s easy to fall
(Chorus)
We were green
Raised in corner bars by poker machines
We doubled down
Held our breath and dared not make a sound
We were green
Etched our names in concrete to be seen
They’re all long gone
But the streets still remain, they sing our song
(Chorus)
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I Give
03:32
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A sunken cost
But nothing lost
When nothing’s venture, nothing’s gained
My albatross
My sinner’s cross
The concierge to all my pain
The things you sought
The things you caught
Were never gonna bear your name
But if I thought
That you were not
Engulfed in flames, then I’m insane
I probably never told you how much I’d admire
The way you cracked a smile, surrounded by that fire
I’m always running away
From the games you played
Just to make the man say, ‘I give’
My whole plan faded away
It backfired that day
The man made me say, ‘I give’
You walked alone
I found a home
Back where we stayed when we were green
Should I atone?
That milestone
Always seemed like such a dream
When they threw stones
You broke bones
I didn’t want to make a scene
But had I know
That you were prone
To get so dirty, I’d have stayed clean
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We met on the side of the road
Where the city turns into a big black hole
So we drove slow
We did our best to pass the time
With Pixies songs from 1989
And we felt fine
Oh, you know I'm crazy
Oh, I know you're lazy
But if we make it through this year
I think I can change up
I think you got makeup
That I ain't ever seen you wear
I think the road ahead is clear
I hope that they will meet us there
We made our way back home
To where the city shines so bright, it gets you stoned
Our minds were blown
We stayed until it got dark
And then we crawled around, looking for a spark
To light our hearts
Oh, you know I'm crazy
Oh, I know you're lazy
But if we make it through this year
I think I can change up
I think you got makeup
That I ain't ever seen you wear
I think the road ahead is clear
I hope that they will meet us there
When we awoke, it was still dark out
But we could see the sun rising over the mountaintop
It wouldn't stop
We both got burnt as the sun beat down
So we bought a new car and drove to a new town
With windows down
Oh, you know I'm crazy
Oh, I know you're lazy
But if we make it through this year
I think I can change up
I think you got makeup
That I ain't ever seen you wear
I think the road ahead is clear
I hope that they will meet us
I don't think they can see us
I think that this might free us
I hope that they will meet us there
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Turnpike Gates Jersey City, New Jersey
Turnpike Gates is an alt-punk rock band founded by Philadelphia-bred / Jersey City-based singer-songwriter Ryan Smith.
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